Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Transition Time

This is my last week of full-time work at VictoryPoint.  No I’m not leaving, I am just reducing my hours to 75% as part of a decision that is both practical and principial as VP continues to move toward becoming a more missional church.  In fact four of the six full-time employees at VP are making this transition in 2011, I’m just the first one to do it.   My post on May 10 talked about missional church and why we are doing this in more detail so if you are interested you can read that.

The goal for those of us who are transitioning is that with the additional time away from the ministry that each person would find another part-time job where they could interact with people and reflect Jesus in a different environment than the church.   I have known about this direction for over six months now and have been thinking about it even longer.  In fact, I am the person who has championed this transition within our leadership teams and it was my idea to move into this kind of bi vocational ministry. 
So, I should be the person who has had the opportunity to think about what else I would do and put some plans together and be prepared for this transition by having another job all lined up.    But I don’t and as of right now I don’t have anything concrete lined up.  And I am totally fine with that.

It isn’t that I don’t have ideas or I haven’t been working on things.  I do and I have.  Primarily I have been focusing on some things that I am passionate about and that match my skill set the best.  These revolve around the areas of leadership and coaching and I have been talking to people about coming alongside individuals and organizations, especially smaller ones, to assist them in creating a healthy work culture of trust, help them in the areas of communication and conflict resolution and to walk with them organizations to develop more effective leaders.   This is something that I believe we have done together at VictoryPoint and are transferable into other organizations and I am excited about the potential to do this.
I have also been pursuing some opportunities that connect business, education and mission in a global economy and while this is in the very early stages, I am intrigued about where it might all go.  I have considered going back to school and working on a degree and training in a field that has always been of interest to me.   There are options available, I am just not yet sure which one I will pursue.

Or, maybe it will be something totally different that God has in store for me, and I am totally open to that.  I am truly taking my own advice from what I spoke about last Sunday at VP to focus more on preparation and prayer than I am on planning.  I am preparing as best I can and getting ready to move in the direction in which God calls me.  This doesn’t mean I ’m passive, I am talking to people and enjoying the conversations as I go, but I hold on to all of these things loosely right now.   
Based on my life experience I know that the words of Solomon in Proverbs 19:21 are so true, “Many are the plans in a human heart, but it is the LORD’s purpose that prevails.”   I know God makes plans and I want to be prepared to respond to him.

And I pray.  I pray for God’s leading and I ask that his will would be done in my life.  That I would be wholly available to him in every situation in which I find myself.  I pray that becoming a person who loves God and loves people and lives like Jesus in every facet of my life is much more important to me than what I do for a living.  I know it is much more important to God!
Everyday when I get up, I remind myself of this truth, “This is the day the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it.” ( Ps. 118:24).   I desire to see each day as a gift from God in which I am given the opportunity to live for him and reflect him to the people around me, wherever that may be.

Your prayers will be appreciated.  I am certain that no matter how good it is, this transition will be a challenge for me and will be used by God to grow me up into the fullness of Christ.   While I certainly wonder what it will all look like and I am not immune to moments of anxiousness about it, I look forward to what God has planned and I eagerly anticipate following Him wherever he leads.

I’ll keep you posted as to where that might be!